Which way do I go?

      2018 has been my rebirth. I had always been creatively driven to the point of complete confusion and  absolute no focus of medium. I had gone through the spectrum. Theater, singing, painting, writing; I just wanted to express myself. I had attempted college before getting wrapped up in other aspects of my life and ended up going to beauty school, becoming a Licensed Esthetician with a focus on makeup. Despite loving creating looks on myself and friends I was uninspired to pursue it as a career. I spent years just creating looks on myself, turning down makeup jobs due to my mental health struggles and relationship woes. I had accepted creating as just a hobby and continued to model my own makeup and clothing for my own entertainment.
     As 2018 began I looked at the New Year as truly a new beginning. I was on track for getting my mind right, I was staying positive and focusing on myself, and finding who I was outside of a relationship again. I was solely focusing on my mental health and I could feel myself transforming. As long as I looked forward, I was determined to succeed at feeling healthy. This year everything has seemed to start falling in line with who I have always wanted to be. Taking time to explore who I want to be, lay low and spend time with my loved ones has been so refreshing and healing. For months I allowed myself the freedom to just be. Traveling, absorbing art, meeting creatively driven people and becoming inspired again.
     Currently I am almost finished with my AA in Studio Arts and together we’re going to find out what medium I’ll pursue a degree in.  In the mean time, I am pursuing this Plus Size modeling thing. I is cute and gots what it takes. Take a look at my aspiring model portfolio. Honestly, I just want to create. If any artists or companies are interested in collaborating with me, please feel free to  contact me.
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